it hapens too the best of us

soMetiiMes life gets the best of us..it coMes arouNd aNd throws everythiiNg a us..aNd thoe soMetiiMes we feel as thoe we caN't make it..the oNLy thiiNg that can really keep us goiin is kNowiiNg that GOD never giivs us too much too haNdLe..yuh shood aLwaiis keep pushiiNg too do yuhr best but yuh aLso have too noe wen too sit bakc aNd let GOD..that.s wat ppl..that.s wat ii teNd too struggLe with..how do ii one wen too just let goe aNd let GOD.?.ii let other ppl aNd thiings get iNto my head..aNd that.s a badd thiiNg..just noe..nothiiNg shood ever bee abLe too distract yuh from wats importaNt in liife..aNd if thiiNgs do yuh will wish yuh diid 0ther thiiNgs too avoiid regrettiiNg wat yuh diid do..the oNLy thiiNg yuh can never get bakc is tiiMe..aNd kNowiiNg that can heLp yuh reaLiize wat yuh shood aNd shoodN't do..aNd make yuh reaLiize wat yuh shood aNd shoodN't listen too..

why?

why me is the questiion ii teNd too ask myseLf aLot..wat diid ii do too deserve such a horrid liife..yes ii have more than others aNd others have more than me aNd ii do appreciate wat ii do have..but soMetiiMes it.s just liike y was ii chosen too have such a messed up faMiLy..2 gaii siisters..aNd there.s nothen wroNg with that but they goe too far with it..a brother that.s a pimp..a brother that doesN't coMe arouNd..aNd now oNe that.s leaviiNg..he is by far my favorite siibLiiNg...we have coMe so far..from biickeriiNg little chiLdren too very cLose youNg aduLts..aNd y is he leaviiNg.?.bcuhs of my father..y caN't he leave..yo noe se por que no compreNde que no queremos aqui..uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!

who ii am

so most ppl will noe me if they r on my bLog but just in case..my name is Jasmyne G iim 16 aNd ii goe too laces..ii wood coNsiider myseLf too bee pretty niice unLess yuh choose too make me act otherwiise..ii teNd too bee very bLuNt..aNd hoNestLy most ppl wood agree yuh eiither love me or hate me for who ii am..